hellos! (:
its been quite sometime since i last updated. sigh! exams are just around the corner and i miss you guys so so so much! dang. but its okies. coz i get to see most of you pretties this sat.(:

went out with peh today. had quite abit of fun(: bought a shirt that lao peh didnt really like but i totally liked. :D hahaas. seriously cant wait for this sat! (: dad's been really nice anyhows. mum too. they even offered to let me drop and go study overseas. makes me feel so guilty. sighsigh. i have a labtest tml dang. hahaas. so i'm off now.(:

here's something i just feel like sharing!
Being yourself is the best, coz there aint no other person that can be you. And no matter what you do there will be people who judge you and comment. so just be yourself. hahaas. easier said then done though. i realise i spend most of my life trying to please everyone. until 2008. hahaas. then i flipped 180. well obviously its not right. but yeah... being a teenager is so tough. all these confusing feelings. dang. i guess thats why we all have friends. and i really really love them no matter what happens in the future. i just cant help but want to share my happiness with you guys. coz even though like i made horrible mistakes, i know that you guys will be standing there waiting to hold me up. i just dont really know how to tell you how much i love you my friends.... i can be wacky and psychotic with all the random stuff i say in the middle of nowhere but you guys still talk to me. dang. i'm some lucky girl huhs? lolx.


I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU MY FRIENDS! AND I WANNA BUY LIKE LOTS OF CHOC FOR YOU ON V DAY.... BUT.... EXAMS ARE HERE... sorry darlings.

still loving you friends:D
mich

it's like i dont really have a goal. damn, daddy was like super nice and keep asking me if i wanna change course and stuff... but i dont even know what i like. SIGH!!! hmms. anyways. was kinda thinking about lao peh's course. but i'm not too sure. HAHAAS, okies. anyways!!! i just wanna wish everyone a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR:D

its gonna be a long long year. (: hahaas. got to go do some silly thing with my dumb computer tml morning at like 9... SIGH.

on the side note, i think toddlers are OK! not that bad. (: coz like this CNY right, had to like play with them. entertain them and stuff. so sorta realise that sometimes little boys can be quite sweet.(: hehehee. i think next sat there will be some gathering together again so i might post the pics then:D

hellos! i'm here to update again! :D though like lots has happened... but i didnt talk about it. sorry. hahaas. anyways. i'm fine! its not rainy in mich's world. and though my classmates in poly are not bad(: but i MISS my dunearn friends. damn. i'm having a tough time not missing you guys. and i believe and i should move on and make new ones. but i cant stop missing you!!! :( sighs. damn damn. CNY is coming soon. and i'm so hoping to see you guys. but then again. boons going to malaysia. and weili seems busy. :( hahaas. guess i'll just like die in my corner. lao peh's timing and my timing not right. SIGH. where are all my friends?

there is like alot of PBIL going on. damn. quite scared huhs. and somemore like got alot og overdue tutorials. SHIT. SIGH SIGH. i wanna DIE DIE DIE. and i dont think i wanna post any photos here now. i think i put on weight. :( i'm depressed. everything's not the way i want it and i just wanna die. KILL ME.

no love for today and the day after and the one after after....
dying mich. :(

Somehow things dont look that bleak right now(: and i'm glad i have friends beside me:D i love you all my friends(:

Love,
Michelle

me and andrea jie jie(: <33




I love this holidays because i spent it most it with the people i love(: and i'm glad that they are still here beside me(:



2 Boon(: -thanks for always spending time with me(: you are so pretty... there are sure to be tens of guys that are angry with me coz you spend so much of your time with me instead of them... HAHAAS... I LOVE YOU! even if i irritate the hell out of you. you still spend time with me(: i love you alot. and i'm still glad that you are my friend(: Friends are family that we choose(: and i choose you!




2 Willy! - WEILI huhs! wells. even though you do laugh at me when i am totally serious... HAHAAS. i'm glad that you are here too(: coz without you life would be kinda boring! and you always make me feel better when i'm down. so i wanna be there when you are down too(: do take care! d i'm just a phone call away! I LOVE YOU LIKE A FREN TOO(: FRENS are family that we choose and i choose you!


2 Andrea((: - omg. I LOVE YOU ALOT! hahaas. you always give and give... and i think you are a fabulous person.you are someone that inspires me to be a better person. and i'm glad to have you around though we seldom contact each other.





2 Cass(: - i'm really glad that we started talking to each other again.(: i hope everything cangback to where it was before.




2 lao peh!!! - i miss you alot alot! ): i'm kinda sad that we didnt get to meet this holidays... damn! but hopefully we can meet before the class chalet!hahaas. i love you alot lao peh! ):




i guess there many friends that i talked to over the holidays too... erms. but i cant think of any to type here for the time being(: i will once i remember. cause i have a horible memory to thats why.hahaas. but if i bother to talk to you about your life then you are most probably someone i love too!


love,
mich!