Wednesday, September 17, 2008
hellos...
(: i'm spending my first few hours in the morning of my birthday posting(: hahaas. this has been a horrible week for me. and i guess that it will pass... yes yes... i know... but somehow cant really kick this feeling... it's been rainy from monday... i wonder when the storm will pass... sigh sigh... i really really appreaciate all these little messages... and being there for me... thanks!
Boonling... i know that i haven been replying your smses... and i'm so sorry... sometimes i just run out of words... coz i had a bad day... and i just dont know what to say... i dont wanna say the wrong stuff... (: i know you will understand de :D
Yinglin(: you are a really really sweet girl :D thanks for being concerned and remembering my birthday!!!(:
Willy!!! thanks again(: and it's okies about the present. hahaas.
Cadmon.:D though your advice sometimes dont make much sense... thanks for listening... i really needed it(:
Honghao! (: unexpected friend indeed! hahaas... thanks for remembering my birthday dear son! ahahaas... and still sms me now(: omg late le ehs.!
Ann!! hahaas. thank you for always replying my sms. and reading it. in my saddest moments... and rainy moments. thanks(:
Fairli...(: you have given me lots. thanks:D i will try harder.
thats all for now lahs(: hahaas...
9:44 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
hellos.(:
I have been back from this GYL camp for quite some time(: i really enjoyed myself lots there. coz of my absolutely great group memebers!(: hahaas... haven really got all the pics. so shall not post it up here. but... hmms. Since this blog is still kinda pirvate... i wanna post my reflections up! :D
I have learnt and grown alot this period of time. Though i have lots of problems. I have lots of friends(: I'm really greatful to them. You guys know who you are. I'm really trying my best... I may not be as brave as them, or make friends as easily as them, but this is me. And though my flaws are exposed, and open for all to see and comment. I'm correcting them. One by one. slowly... and i really cant do it all one shot. I'm really trying hard. I'm sure that with your help one day, i will grow strong! and soon... i can share what i have learnt, and teach and guide others. coz being stuck here really sucks.
This few days has been really sucky to me... everything seems to go against me. so sad lahs. but nvm. i shall stay strong coz i'm strong(:
i shall post more pics soon!!! the Dunearn outing de... and the camp... and i think still got somemore lahs(: hahas...
mich(:
6:08 AM