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Saturday, October 18, 2008
hellos! hmms. well... my mood is sorta like the weather now. sucky. gloomy and just plain sad. sigh. the first week of school was great. dont get me wrong. but i simply hate this creepy feeling that i'm starting to get... like i must check myself everytime i say something. if not sometimes i may say wrong stuff and offend people or something you know. this feeling is the worst to have... i dont have any ill intentions most of the time... i just want everyone to be smiling and laughing... as in happy happy... but when i go overboard... then sometimes. sigh. and hate it that i get the sarcastic feeling thingy when people talk. not as slow as before. and not as fast to comment something back. eek. why would people wanna say such hurtful stuff? this is to show how much i know about this world huh? hmms. sometimes i just dont know what to feel about everyone again. i always dont know who is the sweet one until the end. and thats the sad thing. the one i'm closest to are sometimes the worst. isit my fault? i mean.. are people like that coz of me? i guess maybe coz i make them this way. perharps i should just find enough courage to slit my wrist and just die. then i dont have to think so much. must come to my funeral okies... when i find the courage to do so... hahaas. i'll make sure to post something here for everyone. enough with all this crap luhs. i actually just came here to say that i had a great time yesterday with group C.. and suddenly i hit with this stuff... guess is just my PMSing huhs. damn. so irritating. i guess i should just take everything with a pinch of salt luhs. love, mich
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Yours Truly
Miich(: studied in YuQun&YuHua Pri, Dunearn Sec. Is currently from Singapore Poly, DEEE(:
has a really horrible habit of talking too much... and cant seem to shut up and say the right things at times...
but is trying really hard to be the best that she can be... positive suggestions are always welcomed!(:
is kinda a insecure person too... but is learning much much more and slowly growing mentally stronger.
as time goes by, miich is really glad that she has her friends by her side(:
miich is also abit wols according to SOME friends. but miich knows she is alright.
miich is not skinny! but working on getting a toned body(: hahaa
if you even reading this then you are one of miich's good friends... so welcome!!!!
`to become skinnier!:D
`to make more friends in SP
`to get a new HP(:
`to maintain in contact with all her cute friends reading this(:
`to be able to wear fbt to sch all the way(:
`to be loved by all the friends and classmates!!!:D
`to buy more bags... i love bags:P
`to be retsaf :P
`to be able to walk in super high heels.
`to be smarter and to be able to read people. :(
`to be able to have a poker face. :P notice that mich never has an expressionless face.
`to have ultra cute friends who sms me 24/7!!!
`to have more tees and shorts... to wear...
`to have more tone legs... (without the hassle of gym)
`to see matters without rose tinted glasses.
`to be the worldly-know-it-all
`to show the world that miich is really a okay girl.
`to get a new bag!!! (i really want a new bag... perharps a black or brown leather one?)
`to get at least 3 pairs of slippers!!!
`to be able to smile at fiends and be happy
`to be able to work happily(:
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